Ever feel like...

Ever feel like someone is trying to prevent you from being productive or do the things you want to do?

I got up early Saturday, got a lot of cleaning done and got new wipers on my car, fuel additive so it would stop stalling, headlamp cleaner so I can see in the dark, visited a gym I might join, bought a mop and some bed risers for my son's room and then I trekked down to Ikea and bought a shelf for my son's room.  

Ugh, that is where I met my demise.  I was doing great until I went to move the boxed shelf into my car.  It was not extraordinarily heavy but the cart kept moving and the box was slick and as I pulled it up and into my trunk I felt a wrenching pain along my left hip/buttock.  It was as if someone stabbed me if I can even describe it as such since I've never been stabbed but I imagine that has to be what it must feel like.  I think I pulled a muscle.  It hurts like a serious MF'er.  I have been able to walk and do most things but at times I have a hard time bending over to do things like put my pants on or underwear and tie my shoes if required.  Seriously! I was sick for next a month and now this! FUCK!

I just want to work out and be productive!! Why must there always be some form of obstacle in my way to those goals! Ugh!

Anyways, it's very frustrating to be incapacitated with pain and to add insult to injury literally this rain is really putting a damper on my desire to stay motivated and productive.  

On the brighter side my son has transitioned back to school from the holiday break rather smoothly.  Crossing fingers that no send home meltdowns transpire anytime soon.  This is the last half of 5th grade and middle school looms in the background along with puberty ... I fear all this change is going to get the best of all of us but I hope and pray it does not.